no time to pretend
11:33 p.m. on sept 7, 2005

i mustn't pretend any longer, and i feel the need to explain.

nothing is the same with ryan and i. we're growing apart, going different ways, and we rarely see each other anymore. i just can't pretend to be happy anymore because, even though i don't want to hurt him, i can't keep hurting myself by letting this fakeness continue.

indeed, it is time.

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